Not the artistic problems.Not them.Kill me.
If you are drawing or have an artistic hobby in general,either that be photography,sculpting,flower arrangement,music even—dont you get split in two?
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Like.My current state.When I sit down and decide to draw I cant find my confort zone anymore.
Should I draw something I like that wont get any attention?
Or
Should I draw something OTHERS like and get tons of attention?
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It doesnt end here.Thats just the start.From that point on it’s an epic inside battle about:
Should I use the regular clothes of the character so many may recognize it?
Or
Should I change them to fit my taste,but not getting as recognized?
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If I ever manage to make it pass this point,it gets nerve wracking.
Should I use my fancy coloring technique that many will like?
Or
Should I use the texture way I love but not many like?
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At this point,if I ever manage to finish something,my whole existence is tired.At this point I simple cant give a simple fuck.I’m sorry all the things I promised to do are taking so long,it’s just complicated.
Now scatter.
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tetraoxygen said:
Problems start the moment you start thinking about what the others might want from you. Don’t fall in that trap. Do whatever looks best in respect to your own style, others’ attention will follow later.
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zorethelshadows reblogged this from dizmathik and added:
eh, finding things to impress others is rather hard i gotta say, i dont find much enjoyment from it either doing just...
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